Welp, I don't know why I'm writing on here but since NOBODY ELSE WANTS TO HEAR ME COMPLAIN.
I'm gonna vent here and get ignored too :')
okay so apparently my life is going downhill ever since like spring break because that was shit too lol
Honestly, all I did spring break was watch other people have fun and cry and watch memes. Which sounds like every day in my life but ya know.
Yesterday was terrible lol I didn't go to sleep until like almost 4:00 in the morning and then right after that my parents woke me up around 5:30 so I didn't get much sleep. I ended up going to school and sitting here trying not to like pass out and then this guy. (Let's just call him J) J came up to me and told me that I'm just like my sister and so I asked him how so right?
Well, this dickhead was like "You're just as suicidal as her!"
Like, thanks as if I didn't know that. Thanks a LOT.
but yeah um, then during 4th period I like...was acting stupid from sleep deprivation lol
Then when I got home my parents were like "You need to get more sleep"
WELL, YA KNOW IT'S NOT THAT EASY TO SLEEP WHEN YOU'RE DEPRESSED AND WANNA KYS BUt.
were just gonna keep that a secret.
Legit, I was thinking deep ass thoughts before I fell asleep like, "I wonder what death feels like"
Also, my grades are dropping too. Math has basically always been low because I fucking hate that subject AND teacher more than life. My ART class dropped for some reason. So yeah I guess you could say my life is starting to fall apart. :'D
I'm just gonna cover up my depression with makeup.
there's my vent.